November 22, 2011

Things that are goods:

1. Books that could makes me feel happy or kind of sad
2. Beautiful photographs and artwork
3. Cameras, especially old analog film ones
4. Anticipation before getting your first look at your developed roll of film
5. Excitement
 6. Alex Turner's face

7. The Smiths and Arctic Monkeys!
8. 40's-60's culture
9. Antique shops, macbook, the internet, really good music
10. Find an old records with good condition and good prices on music store
11. When the song next on shuffle is exactly what you want to hear
12. When you see a really cute member of the opposite sex on the sidewalk
13. When your social anxiety doesnt get in the way once in a while
14. Understanding whats on a test
15. Laughing
16. Journaling
17. Reading over past journals
18. Realizing your self worth
19. Realizing your talents or got a new skills
20. Writing exactly what you feel for the first time around
21. Reading eloquent wording when you write eloquent wording
22. Daydreaming
23. The possibilities in one piece of white paper
24. Sharing a joke with a friend
25. Have a deep conversation with someone you will never expect to
26. Being heard and being told that youre good enough
27. Knowing that youre good enough
28. Loving something
29. Sharing something
30. Finally, letting go

November 14, 2011

An Afternoon Walk

So, a few days ago, I went to Thamrin with my schoolmate, Lita. And below are some pictures that I took there :)

November 13, 2011

A thought of a Dreamer #9

You know what, people are capable of change. People are capable of change after they’ve been hurt, beaten, broken, opened, and enlightened. People are capable of real genuine change when they’ve seen and empathized with others who are hurting because of them. It is tedious, and trying, but how dare you continue to criticize someone who has clearly put their whole being into changing. They are just desperately looking for someone to believe in them and you are shutting down every effort they’ve given. Shame on your cynicism, and your misanthropic views of people.

November 6, 2011

That moments when.......

It hurts to let go. Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold on to something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you, because you think that your feelings were wrong and it makes you feel so small because it’s so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn’t come back. You’re left so alone.... that you can’t explain.