A thought of a Dreamer #9

You know what, people are capable of change. People are capable of change after they’ve been hurt, beaten, broken, opened, and enlightened. People are capable of real genuine change when they’ve seen and empathized with others who are hurting because of them. It is tedious, and trying, but how dare you continue to criticize someone who has clearly put their whole being into changing. They are just desperately looking for someone to believe in them and you are shutting down every effort they’ve given. Shame on your cynicism, and your misanthropic views of people.

That moments when.......

It hurts to let go. Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold on to something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you, because you think that your feelings were wrong and it makes you feel so small because it’s so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn’t come back. You’re left so alone.... that you can’t explain.