So, here the story goes.
I had a kind of weird habit, an unusual habit that probably common people didn't do this stuff. I don't know if is there any people out there do this. Well I'm not sure. Ha. Yeah, it probably kinda makes you guys a lil' bit curious and wondering what the heck I'm going to talk about. Okay. So I have a habit that started when I was on 8 grade on junior high school. Pretty long ago right. It's like there's just a day, where I want to be alone. Really alone. Literally. Not connecting with those society stuff, turn off my cellphone, go to somewhere that I'm sure there's no one (my friends) would find me or meet me accidentally.
It's sounds weird maybe. I'm sure you might think I'm an anti-social or I had social-anxiety disorder or a kind like that and you're gonna close my blog and never come back again. Ahaha. That's quite funny, but no I'm not like that, I just want to share this. And that's all. Oh shit, I'm start to digress from the topic again.
Okay.
So today, I did my "weird habit" again. I'm going to Mall near my house, well not really near, it's quite far I thought. I went to that mall by public transportation and it's pretty crowded, for cat's sake. I can't stand. I just sit on the corner chair of the bus and start to "watching people". There are so many people that came from different background. And with different attitude.
So there's a guy, maybe about 25, wearing his office uniform. and jesus, this guy is definitely a massive scumbag. He always stare at woman (esp. young lady) with his I have no idea how to define his face, maybe his horny face, and at that time, he was staring at young lady who quite beautiful. and staring at her chest (read: breast) with "that" look. And he was smiling and keep staring. And I just like what the heck he was doing. I wish that young lady knew and slapped him with her high heels. Its kinda disgusting I guess. So I started to busy-ing my slef with my ipod and start to listen to Alex Turner's song. My favorite all the time.
And then I'm arrived on my destination. Damn, there are plenty officers that just came back from work I guess. Ha. So I'm going to a bookstore. Then I'm arrived at Literature section. Ah man, you have no idea how much I love classic literature book. It feels like there's an urge on my mind to grab all of those books and runaway out from the bookstore and not going to the "cashier section" hahaha. But calm down, I didn't do that. I just read some books, that quite good and "put" it on my "book that worth to buy" list.
But seriously, this month I've spent half of my money quite fast without I realize. I've spent them by bought some dvd's and books, band t-shirt, foods, and some new flat shoes. But I barely spend my money to buy an accesories or stuff like that. I don't really like using necklace or ring, yeah kind like that. But sometimes, I do use it, yea. I'd rather spend my money to stuffs like on the above. Oh back to book, I planned to buy Sylvia Plath's book but it out of stuck. Shit. I've spent like my entire life to searching for her book. I'm not give up yet. Damn you Sylvia for amazed me with your beautiful mind.
And then I'm going to Cikini, to my favorite coffee shop all the time. Seriously, I really love this place. It's a good place to being alone and spending your night with good coffee and good atmosphere I thought. So I've been in here like 2 hours, listening to my ipod and watching people passing by. And incidentaly, I heard this conversation between girl and boy. I think they're a couple. And they're just in fight I guess. A boy asked a girl to forgive him and explained something, I don't know, I didn't really hear that. And then suddenly a girl cried and say a little out loud "I've give you everything I had, why did you do this to me". That's the only sentence I heard clearly. And the boy explained something again. I didn't heard it. Ah damn you boy for not letting me heard what did you say. Okay, I'm a massive kepo.
The boy keep saying sorry to the girl. It start to entertain me I thought. I don't really heard what did they both said, all I heard in the end of their fight, the girl would forgive the boy, but the boy should bought her a things that she like. And the boy agreed, the boy said he would bought the girl a bag, idk, he said Hermes if I wasn't wrong. And they hugged. And go to the exit door. They leave the coffee shop.
I just can't say a word. It's a kind of pity, a kind of sad, what a shame, we sacrifice our self esteem for material things like a bag. Or anything else. The society is kinda fucked up nowadays. The world is mad and the people are sad.
Woah, it kinda amazed me that I've wrote this long shit. I think I should go home now. The coffee shop is going to close I thought. I should go home now. Or they'll expell me and send me to the garbage. I didn't want that. Good night. Have a nice day.
Xo,
Me.
p.s: I can't wait to meet my boyfriend. He's going back from Jogjakarta tomorrow ;p
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