January 23, 2015

Here's To Every Single Heartbreak

"Listen, if he's not doing anything to keep you, 
then why are you fighting to stay?
Indeed we can't choose who we will fall in love with,
but that's definitely can't be an excuse for a guy 
to behave badly to his girlfriend 
and makes his girlfriend feeling
awful, 
unwanted, 
and unloved, 
just because they want you to get the "message" 
to give up because they're not interested in you anymore
or they're still not ready for relationship
or whatever the fuck his reason is. 

And in my opinion, if you leave someone 
at least tell them why, 
because what's more painful than being abandoned, 
is knowing that you're not worth an explanation. 
And he did makes you feel really bad
about yourself because he really "shows" you
that you're not worth an explanation. 

I know it must be hurt you to hear this 
from a stranger you met on Secret, 
but seriously, 
you're already being too kind for him,
and tolerate him enough more than you should,
please don't waste your time on this guy. 
You really deserves someone 
who's as excited about you as you're about him.
Have a good life. 
Never think about him again
Karma is going to slap him hard on the face 10 times worse."


Seriously, best love advice I ever recieve. 
And I never thought it would comes from a stranger
that willing to take his/her time to read my story.
Have a good life for you too, Purple Ice Cream :)

(dua belas lima empat)


Tidak ada yang lebih jahat menurutku
daripada menahan kepergian
ketika kita sudah menyadari bahwa
bahagianya memang bukan untuk
dibagi bersama lagi.

Dan Tuhan
tak mungkin setega itu untuk
membiarkan seseorang terusmenerus
berdiri di depan sebuah rumah
yang bukan dibangun
untuknya.

Perihal melepaskan
kamu harus tahu
menurutku itu bukan perkara
siapa yang tidak bisa bertahan
mungkin melepaskan adalah cara
terbaik untuk kembali menemukan.

Maaf
aku terlampau egois karena
menahanmu
mungkin semesta sedang
menamparku yang terlalu angkuh
menganggapmu sebagai cipratan pelangi
yang datang menghampiri
langitku yang abuabu.

Kamu
akan tetap menjadi apa
yang senantiasa kupeluk
lewat doa.

Beberapa hal memang
sangat ku rindukan
namun
aku tak akan meminta
waktu berputar
untuk mengembalikan.