"Have you ever ..."

Have you ever felt like you don’t know what to feel?
Have you ever felt like you stared blankly at the computer screen trying to unscramble your thoughts, your feelings?
Have you ever felt like everything you do feels so empty, so blank? Have you ever felt like the world you’re in just collapse upon your shoulder within a night?
Have you ever felt like everything just seems so bitter? Have you ever felt like no matter how much you try to express your feelings, it’s never enough to make you feel okay?
Have you ever felt like all the hopes you once carried, no longer seem to matter? Have you ever felt like you wanted to scream all the unwanted emotions that you don’t even know what the hell you’re feeling?
Have you ever felt like you wanted to just sit out in the cold and let everything just fall apart?
Have you ever felt like you just wanted to eat your heart out? Have you ever felt like you’re never good enough for anyone even though you clearly know there’s someone out there who sees you as good enough regardlessly?
Have you ever felt like you wanted a hug, but there’s nobody to turn to because everyone’s too far out of your reach? Have you ever felt so out of places?
Have you ever felt like you don’t know what’s going on anymore. Like you don’t care about anything anymore.
Your mind is set on too many things that you are confused about your feelings, and you can’t explain how you feel either.
The feeling of emptiness,
and feeling that barely anyone is there for you.
Feeling that no one understands you anymore. And it seems like there is nothing to look forward to anymore.

Have you ever felt like this?
Because I sure hell am feeling all this right now.